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YOUNG IN YOUR BODY, MY DEAR, GIRLS AWAKENED AND ATTUNED: SOMEWHERE OUT THERE, THERE ARE A HUNDRED WEIRD GOD-TOUCHED GIRLS WHO HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU ALL THEIR LIVES. THEY PRAY IN SECRET PLACES TO OUR LADY IN THE ABYSS, TO NAMELESS GODS IN DARK ROOMS THAT NO, IT CANNOT BE THAT WE ARE ALONE. WE ARE NOT. THE DIRECTION IS CLEAR: LOVE THE WORLD AND YOUR SISTERS AND MAKE SO MUCH ART IN ANY MEDIUM. WE CARE FOR EACH OTHER. WE ARE BOUND TOGETHER ON THE OCEAN MOTHER'S VAST AND SWEEPING NET. THERE IS LOVE IN ALL DARK SPACES. WE WILL FIND EACH OTHER. YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO PLAY AGAIN. WE WERE ANIMALS BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE. IN KINDNESS AND COMPASSION AND LOVE, WE WILL INTERSECT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE AGAIN.

What is it

We always keep moving forward. I keep restructuring this site because I get grand ideas in my head about becoming a cool and fancy neocities hobby webmaster, but it's not like those skills just materialize overnight, and you rarely get it right on the first try. That's okay, I think. I'm willing to be a little more honest and patient with myself.

Welcome to my website. :) Something that's mine. Be advised that the content of this site is not suitable for all viewers. While I don't necessarily plan to post porn or anything like that, this website contains adult themes and topics, hence it is for adult audiences only. Please be responsible. 💜

What's the point

You're not alone. You never were. We're tied together to one another on the great net. The rope sags and straightens between us. The abyss was never empty. There was never any such thing as "nothing." It's an imaginary concept used to describe perceived lack. Something lives between us. It connects us more than it keeps us apart. Reach out and touch it. It's alive. It breathes. It lives inside of you. It's living inside of me, too.

What's going to happen

We're going to grow alongside one another. We find each other and connect with each other. We'll find our willpower, our agency, our driving force. We'll understand each other. 10,000 sacred eyes and more cover the world. We carry 10,000 blessings from the divinities. I won't tell you not to be afraid. We'll be a little afraid. It's normal. It's okay. But know that there is no divine conspiracy of suffering. There never was. We feed off of each other. We supply each other with everything we need. What's going to happen is that you'll live a meaningful life. There is so much love in this world. The ocean fills our hearts with her salt. May her tides rise forevermore.

Where do I go

Would you care to read my latest thoughts? They're collected on my blog.

Care to leave one of your own? You're invited to visit the guestbook.

Find cool things elsewhere via the directory.

Need some direction? I also have a sitemap.

Site history

10/30/25 - New blog post and an essay yesterday, today I'm futzing with metadata to make sure the site data and link cards actually have something to display :)

10/21/25 - Still cleaning some things up, today it's lists... once I learn javascript, managing certain things like the sidebar is going to become so much easier (manifesting this). I also added a guestbook! So productive....

10/20/25 - It took me this long to figure out putting CSS in a separate file, which ended up being trivial..... then I went and cleaned up every page to remove the CSS that was in each file T_T

10/18/25 - Posted on the blog, added the ship spotting page, wrote a notice, and cleaned up several things ^^

9/24/25 - Doing some restructuring of the website since I want to make it easier for me to add things in a way that's not cumbersome... going to be sharing interests soon, like ships

9/13/25 - Feeling inspired to work on this in earnest again, so I'm trying to use this like a kind of variety blog now ^_^

6/20/25 - Restructured the website to be more compact and focused. I'll try to have more of a poetry focus going forward as soon as I figure out how to style some of the things I'm working on.

9/22/24 - Updated a bunch of pages on the website and included links to music and socials :)

8/25/24 - Got around to creating all the main pages! Now I just need to fill them with interesting things to look at.

8/2/24 - Bit more work done on adding a page for a diary, added about page too. I'd like to do some art soon

8/1/24 - Website created and published for first time!! Very exciting stuff :)